If I die...

This may sound weird, crazy, off the hook,..but that's fine...my mind is like that...

So...I was wondering, if I die...what do I want the scene of my funeral to be?

Do I want bright colors instead of black and white? and do I want colorful flowers instead of wreaths? and perhaps a nice party atmosphere to celebrate my life? you know...people smiling and saying nice stuff about me and old friends who have not seen each other for a long time get together and catch up on old times and just having a good time...

HELL NO! ....when I die you all better be mourning, crying and bawling...lol ... yea,,,I want people to come in their black dreary attires...I want people rolling on the ground mourning and stuff...baby mommas weeping..I need a lot of drama up in there.

This aint no time for no old friends to meet...if they were ever your friends in the first place,,,the effort would have been made to reconnect prior to my passing.

Please don't use my funeral day for no catching up with old friends...that day its all about me.

I want to see teary eyes, red bloodshot eyes...face puffy with crying eyes...

Because the truth is...when I go, the world would have lost one of the most interesting and creative minds ever...one of the "realest" soul would have departed this planet.

Let me hear your comments!

The other side of insanity: BE YOU!

The other side of insanity: BE YOU!: You know what grinds my gear? Other people telling me what I should be or what they expect me to be and how they may be disappointed if I do...

BE YOU!

You know what grinds my gear? Other people telling me what I should be or what they expect me to be and how they may be disappointed if I do not live up to their expectations...

Well...screw them...screw all of them who sit in their little ivory towers and make belief worlds and sip on a nice hot cup of bullshit...

I am not on this planet to live up to anyone's expectations or fulfill their fantasies...I live my life the way I feel...and as always...I keep it real. The most I will try to do is to be true to my feelings..

I am not a rebel or a revolutionist... but at some point in my life I have to learn to do ME...yea...

I have spent a lot of time trying to fit in when I was made to stand out...to act normal when I should be creative...to listen when I should be heard...to stay grounded when I should be soaring among the eagles...

Whatever one's definition is of me, they will just gave to learn to deal with it...cause I am done with being a product of the assembly line....

Step out of your comfort zone....pursue your dreams...give your visions wings and let your imagination be your only limitation....dare to dream...even if its a nightmare...at least it will be your nightmare...

Don't be anyone else...BE YOU!